Just before 2020 came to its end, I had made decisions that I knew would alter my life, not just for good, but forever. One of the things I decided to do at my age, was return to school to receive my masters in creative writing and English literature. Why? Well, that wasn’t a question. The real question was, “why not?”

For too long I had allowed myself to come up with reasons as to why I couldn’t or shouldn’t. With hindsight, I realize that those reasons were merely excuses. Excuses that I created due to lack of confidence and fear of failure. Then, it hit me. The real failure is giving up on myself and my dreams.

It was the day before my first day back in school. I stared out into blue waters and thought about how much I would love to be as influential as the sparkling beauty that rested before me. The Blue Mesa Reservoir is Colorado’s largest body of water, spanning 20 miles. It has two full-service marinas, a restaurant, opportunities for swimming, sailing, boating, waterskiing, fishing, camping, lounging, and sunbathing. But the Blue Mesa Reservoir is more than a place for recreation and the chance to live the Colorado outdoor life.

Due to increasing predation, this reservoir is also home to the Kokanee Fry. Also known as kokanee salmon or kokanee trout, the species is declining. With any luck, Colorado Parks and Wildlife’s harvest incentive could help the species survive, with individuals even growing to what they are calling “trophy size.”

The Blue Mesa Reservoir is more than just a body of water. It is drowning in history as well. Iola, one of three towns that was swallowed by the filling of this reservoir, emerged from the water during the drought of 2018. Researchers from the Western Colorado University have walked the outlines of old Iola streets and discovered traces of some of the town’s foundations.

Just like the Blue Mesa Reservoir, I, too, have tales to tell. Granted, mine aren’t as grandiose or as impactful, but they are mine, nonetheless. Like a painting palette filled with hues of blue, the Blue Mesa Reservoir reminded me that I, though small, can be a large form of motivation and inspiration. Even if only for myself.

For more information on the Blue Mesa Reservoir check out https://www.thebluemesa.com/