The intensity of how drastically life continues to change - every six to 12 months for me - since the pandemic has me feeling confused. Though I practice self-love and gratitude for all things in my life, sometimes, I can’t help but question everything.

As I sit and contemplate how to approach my biggest struggle, an overwhelming sense of overstimulation takes hold of me. I begin to feel anxious and craving a place where I can escape. Considering my non-existent options, I resort to my memories.

I search deeply for fond experiences. I grab one from my memory banks, finding a sense of stress relief, even if it’s somewhat of a false sense. During autumn 2023, I explored the beautiful ecosystems of the Grand Mesa Lakes. The experience led me to spend three days at the Grand Mesa Lodge.

At 10,500 feet, the lodge is adjacent to one of 300 lakes, Island Lake. The lake is Grand Mesa’s largest lake. It’s popular among anglers and boaters. Brook trout, splake, cutthroat trout, and rainbow trout are its most common fish.

I love log cabins, and as I approached the dirt and gravel parking lot, my heart jumped at the sight of the log structure waiting to greet me. I was already excited about discovering a different part of Colorado, but between the breathtaking sights and the tiny cabin I’d stay in for a few days, I was about to jump out of my skin!

There are 14 cabins, one lodge suite, and two RV sites. Most accommodations average a four-person maximum occupancy, and pets are welcome for an additional $20 each. With an event space and wedding venue, many couples have gotten engaged or married at the Grand Mesa Lodge.

There are an array of outdoor activities right outside your door, year-round. It’s truly an exciting place to visit. Yet, it also offers a serene experience for anyone seeking nothing but relaxation, including no internet.

Whether it’s my day off or on holiday, I always appreciate staying somewhere I’m not bothered by technology, aside from my camera. A deep connection occurs between me and nature when technology isn’t available to interfere. It’s indescribable.

On my last evening there, before the live music, I sat outside the lodge’s Moose Restaurant and Bar facing Island Lake, taking photos and briefly speaking with a couple from Grand Junction. Before the day surrendered to the dark of night, I prayed for another opportunity to visit.

As I leave Grand Mesa Lodge in my mind and return to reality, I dream of leaving the world behind and returning to the lodge. My heart and spirit need a getaway, and I can’t think of a better place I’d rather go right now.

The Grand Mesa Lodge is located at 25861 Highway 65, Cedaredge. You can find them on Facebook at https:// www.facebook.com/grandmesalodge or call them at 970-444-1517.